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9:15 am - Sat 8/30/03 Just woke up a short time ago... Had an interesting variation on my usual "performance anxiety" dream: I was in a large, community dressing room, with people walking around, getting dressed, getting made up, etc. (I think Chris S. might have been the lead in whatever show was being done; At one point, I remember he went off to rehearse something). This one doesn't seem too hard to figure out; The dream reflects my real-life fear that I'm "missing the show". I've "woken up", but it's too late-- the show's over, and I'm alone. Dreams don't get much worse than that for me. I think my appearance in the dream is interesting; My interpretation is that it signifies I'd gotten myself ready somehow, that I was prepared (I also think it's interesting that my "preparation" was all in terms of altering my appearance) Interesting that my only reactions were to be confused and afraid; I wondered what had happened, and was afraid people were going to be mad, but I wasn't mad at my fellow castmates (Who hadn't gotten me up, after all), and in the dream, I don't recall being upset over apparently being superfluous (I didn't think about it till I woke up; Not only had no one gotten me up for the show, no one got me up to tell me they were mad at me for missing the show).
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